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    Confessions, Relapse And Rehab.

    If you read my previous post you will have an idea as to how my gambling escalated severely. At this point I’m at least 25k in debt on credit cards (from online gambling). I’ve maxed out everything, on some cards I’ve gone over my limit so I’ve voided the promotional rate…and sky high interest kicks in. I’m trying to juggle all these cards and payments, I’m only making minimum repayments and on some cards that that just clears the interest so I’m no closer to bringing the balance down. All this time I’ve got a permanent knot in my stomach, ‘wtf, how did I get here’. I just couldn’t comprehend.…

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    Please Help!

    My adult life certainly hasn’t gone as planned. I’ve sunk to extreme lows, become a person I don’t recognise or understand. I’ve caused a tremendous amount of damage to those I love and myself. My issues robbed me of my self respect, self worth and dignity and I can tell you that when all these basic foundations of your identity are gone it’s bloody hard to build yourself back up again. That’s exactly what I have been trying to do since 2017, rebuild my sense of self bit by bit. It’s not easy and some days are harder than others. Time goes on and whilst I know I must accept…